( Yee-sib-kwa-kwa )






Yeah as always, I had been away from my diary for a while.

I actually wrote down about New Year, birthday and

stuff long time ago just hadnt got any chance to put it

down here until its too out of date. And that mood of party animal

during new year had gone.






Therere not so many thing happened actually

Before my birthday, my life was so hectic about the assessment day,

the day that I needed to put my piece into the studio space to show

my work progress. It was great cause Id been working on

my idea about that piece for quite a while before.

Anyway.. it was as great as I expectedsatisfied!

Let see what Douglas and fine art tutors gonna say on the

feed back tutorial next wed. Therell be just only pass and fail

at the first stage , called certificate stage. But they

also grade us, just only to inform the quality of our work in

progress but its not gonna affect anything for the new term.





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testing at home...







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in the studio









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The insatallation day was 8th and the assessment was on 9th

which was my birthday. I got to run to school on the

early morning to switch on all the equipments then ran to

see Job, my college friend from Thailand who just came

and carried loads of my stuff including three stripey shirts

from pkob its perfectly fit my tummy.. I do love them.

I got to say thank you very much again to pkob. Definitely,

I just wore it the later day without washing. And didnt even

have time to take any photos cause I just wore 3 of them for

next 3 days and they ran to the cleaning basket quite quickly.

Also  loads of new earrings as a birthday present from Job

and Ton. Umm and also.. the Korean series from Kib

..cheers guys.






After seeing Job, I ran to the job interview

which is on Liverpool Street somewhere up to North-East.

Then ran back to the directly opposite corner of London to

the college at 8 in the evening. Bloddy tired just grabbed

gin tonic at home for a little celebration.








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it's a bit funny that loads of friend asked

about what i was gonna wear for the interview

.... some just said... to me

" just being normal "








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around the office, called Shorditch

sort of artist area... quite dodgy







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The celebration was accidentally happened a day later.

As I was rolling on bed after long school hours and about

going to bed after a sleepless week , Pun gave me a ring and

just pushed me to move myself out to Thai Club where

about 10 friends gathering around without the notice.

So the nigh turned out to be with loads of booze. I was

too drunk..couldnt even carry myself to the bus stop and

Pun also dropped himself down on the street. So we took

a cab back home my memory was so pale as well as Puns.

Never been that drunk for really long time.

I thought we came back about midnight but definitely,

it wasnt that early. It was three in the morning, actually.






The official birthday party was actually on sat, clubbing with the

college friends. It was not only mine but Stevies and Lauras who

were born on Jan as well we dropped by Lauras place to get

a couple drink first then headed to the club. The club is in

the theme of 20s 30s, sort of Victorian period I guess.

with oldie songs. So we got to dress up with top hat and stuff.

It was quite fun though. Op and Pond also dropped by to grab

A few drink with me then we ran to Ponds place to have

more drinks and got home about 5 in the morning.







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with Laura and Stevie









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with Ema








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in the tube ...








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Harry having bannana for what?








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Jeff... he quite like thai actually..

sort of caring person







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Laura on the bus











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Jeff again







Anyway Ive already got that job with really less pay. I am now

a low-cost architect, working 3 days a week. Theyre sort of

really small home office with a few people only and not so many

projects. My boss is doing his master at RCA and his partner is

doing her degree in Bartlett , one of the coolest architecture school

in the world. It was great to work with them and helping them doing

their school projects. I found that we all have got the same direction

of working with some quality of artistic level









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my desk at the new office...

i've been leaning how to use

Vector Work... it's great programe

for drawing in Mac... sort of the combination

of illustrator + Auto Cad.... just realised..CAD

was SHIT!











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minimal food lately








And a bit news of my beloved Arnie, her weight gain didnt reach

the standard. She gained just only 300 g for 2 months. As her mom

said she didnt have much milk cause she always fell asleep quite

quickly lazy head   as well as her hyperactive behaviour..

I guessed she might prefer to play rather than eating. So she need

to take some vitamins and stuff








Im not so worried about her actually.. just look at the clip

you will know..

















As I mentioned above, the mood of party has already gone.

I have been isolated for already a few week. I dont really know

where I am now. Something silly just reminded me of  something

I never really have or it might be something that I just lost.

My life has been too dry for too long. I really dont know where

am I going. So uncertain. Not really know what Im seeking for

but the thing I just realised is this definitely hurts


I dont really know what I am saying either , just feel really

uncertain. It might because of some sentimental

,artistic and sensitive quality of myself. I dont know





some mate said it might not be my time yet

yeah you might be right you might be right





so please just give me some kind of sign

is this the right place?

Or the right time?





Is this the right time?







Now i've travelled across the ocean
With the same shoes just longer hair
I still carry that picture in my wallet
From the photo booth

yeah it's still there

Now i've landed in the midwest
Where you lived so long ago
Remember i was always freezing
And now i'm covered up in snow

Please give me some kind of sign
Is this the right place
Or the right time






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