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i feel a lot better today.. after.. something something

but

i cant sleeeep!! i dunno why.. its almost 3 am.. i usually go to bed at like 9 pm here. yea, i know it doesnt sound like me at all.
its been 3 months since im here. seems short but at the same time..it seems soo long.. not sure how to explain that exactly.
my mom is leaving me on the first of next month.. for a month. hmmm mom!!
this is like wayyyy too much responsibility for me to look over and how am i going to decide everything for you? i guess its a lesson i have to learn somehow. there's 4 crews working on different parts of the property and the house right now. hopefully i dont make much mistakes. gee. im like nervous already.
if i was working for other ppl i wouldnt care much if i make mistakes but this is kinda like my project too.. and if i do something dumb.. the mark is always gonna be there.
i miss home. miss my little room back in az and my lil tC.. kissy kissy*
i miss school.. unbelieveable. and miss shopping!! ahhh

anyways.. and after i leave here.. im gonna miss it a lot, i know it. especially my dogs(6).. im fatten them up haha i love cooking for them. i do it almost everyday now hehe they all sit there and wait, its just so cuuuutee.
our house workers smell it and they're like ahh give me a bowl! haha
its yum yum

so honey is good for your skin right? idk if its cuz of what i use or whatever but ive been eating honey like crazyy.. the actual thing of it like winnie the pooh and my skin feels sooo softtt now.. ever since i could remember i seriously hated my skin but now i like.. touch myself all the time and at night (after shower) when im in bed, my hand kinda just runs through my skin by itself. hahaha. maybe i got fat?
hah jk i think im like back to size 1 now which i was about 4-5 yrs ago.. yeahhhhhh i need to get stronger.

mom plan on going to like a water fall or something in a different city tomorrow.. i should probably try to get some sleep now. nite.


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Posted on Fri 24 Apr 2009 2:57
miss u naja my sis
p'dear   
Sat 16 May 2009 4:04 [2]

How's life treating you my dear? Miss talking to you na, sorry I haven't been here much. Damn! my life is a bitch!!!
Piggy   
Thu 7 May 2009 23:09 [1]

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